Chapter I

Geneva

The Geneva-bound train pulls away from Lyon Part-Dieu in the late afternoon. The carriage is quiet, half-full, passengers arranging their things, the city giving way to open country through the windows. Céleste sits with a window seat, a linguistics textbook open on her lap, her bag stowed above. The light coming through the glass is warm and low.

Célesteher gaze drifting between the page and the passing Rhône valley
Vladhe sits near her and after a few minutes: Hey...
Célesteglancing up from her textbook after a brief assessment Hey.
VladIt's so nice or rather blurry outside, considering we are traveling inside a TGV with the speed of the Shinkansen.
Célestea small smile, her eyes moving to the window for a moment The landscape dissolves into pure light and color at this speed, which is maybe its own kind of honesty.
VladI don't have time to admire the landscape, because I am going into a tech conference using the assembly language, and I need to think, define byte, move RAX to value, move RBX to a value, add RAX, RBX without the and, write to output, interrupt to system, return zero so to not cause segmentation fault.
Célesteleaning slightly toward him, genuinely curious That sounds almost like a liturgy, the way you said it, each instruction a small complete act with its own consequence.
VladBut, no, it is not a liturgy, it's a row of mnemonics, words we use to memorize instructions.
Célesteher finger tracing the edge of her textbook page absently Mnemonics are still language, and language always borrows the shape of ritual even when it means to be purely functional.
VladI haven't thought about assembly borrowing the shape of ritual, and then there is C, which is another language I have to use. What would uint8_t mean to you?
Célestepulling the word apart slowly "u" as a prefix, "int" from integer, whole, complete, eight as a quantity, "t" for type perhaps, so a small whole thing of a very specific size.
VladIt means defining an unsigned 8-bit integer.
Célestea quiet satisfaction crossing her face So the word carries the exact boundaries of the thing it names, no more space than the value needs.
VladI haven't expected you to be so metaphorical.
Célestea short laugh, genuine Linguistics trains you to see structure everywhere, so metaphor arrives on its own.
VladWhere are you going?
Célesteclosing her textbook loosely over one finger Spain, Erasmus+, though right now that feels more abstract than real.
VladAs I have just said, I am also going in Spain, but at a computing conference. We would have to program drivers for Linux users, contribute to other operating system, accelerate the development on ReactOS or make quirky programs, so we would all need to know C and Assembly just like I know Romanian.
Célesteher attention sharpening slightly You said Romanian like it was the most natural comparison, are you from Romania?
VladYes, I am from Romania.
Célestea spark of interest Romanian is the only Latin language that survived so far east, surrounded by Slavic languages on every side, which is extraordinary from where I stand.
VladWell, where are you from?
Célestea small fond expression, brief Lyon, close enough to feel Paris' pull and far enough to find it slightly ridiculous.
VladYou know about the WEIRD bias research theory, like Western, Educated, Industrialized, Rich and Democratic?
Célestestraightening slightly, the textbook fully forgotten now The whole architecture of what we call universal human behavior built on samples that represent maybe twelve percent of the world's population, so yes, it sits at the center of everything I question about my field.
VladAnd it happens that people like me are so underrepresented when for example studying loneliness, and then I tried to make a preliminary research about what makes Romanian teenagers lonely. I observe that high-schoolers are forming clans and groups that nobody else is allowed in, they usually avoid talking to each other about any substantial topic, but without hard data, I won't know what exactly causes this kind of loneliness that is at the same time invalid from their standpoint.
Célesteleaning forward, the textbook sliding to her knee The silence around a feeling is itself data, and the harder problem is building a methodology around an experience the subjects have every reason to keep invisible to themselves.
VladYeah, and at the same time it's a genuinely new field and I don't have the credentials, researchers, or money to start gathering any kind of substantial data, and besides, I'm an occasional programmer with interests in sociology and architecture.
Célestesmiling The most interesting research usually comes from people standing at the edge of three fields at once.
VladOw... I didn't know that.
Célestea quiet look, almost careful You already knew it, you just needed someone outside Romania to say it.
VladCome on, look... we are studying a demographic that is not WEIRD as someone who is not WEIRD, but rather, I am Eastern European, Educated, Semi-Industrialized, Lower Middle Class and Semi-Democratic because our justice system has rather serious integrity problems according to a Recorder documentary.
Célestea short laugh So the researcher and the researched share the same blind spot, which makes the whole project more honest and considerably harder.
VladAnd are you any of those initials?
Célestea rueful look, settling back Western, educated, industrialized, democratic, and comfortable enough to study the people who are none of those things from a train seat going to Spain on a scholarship.
VladYou know Before Sunrise?
Célestea recognition passing through her expression Two strangers on a train talking about everything until the city runs out.
VladYeah, that's what I meant, and it was so cool that I wished I had talked about the same things to my former close friend.
Célestequietly, without pressing What happened to that friendship?
VladWell, I was so immature that I overwhelmed the other person with my requests and wanted to see them everyday. I was a bit too forceful.
Célesteher gaze steady, kind Wanting someone that much is its own kind of honesty, even when the timing is wrong.
VladWhat if we could do that kind of film, again?
Célesteher eyes catching the window where Geneva is already beginning to appear at the edge of the landscape We are already doing it.
VladMy mother used to go in Geneva for UN conferences, she works in public health, at the national health insurance house, or I don't know how to name it, Casa Națională de Asigurări de Sănătate.
Célesteglancing out at the approaching city with a new expression So Geneva has already been part of your life before today, just at a distance.
VladYeah, and now I am coming here by myself, two hours apart. You know, unlike that American student, we are only one or two hours apart from each other in time.
Célestea soft laugh, looking at him One hour, which means we have far less excuse to never find each other again.
VladIt's ironic, because we have watched this film and we somehow are starting it all over again.
Célestea slow smile, her eyes staying on him Except this time both people know the film, so every choice feels a little more deliberate.
VladWhen we have a connection, of course we would get off the train, talk about some really deep things and play full tilt space cadet pinball... of course I am joking, that's a software game.
Célestea genuine laugh, relaxing fully into her seat I would get off the train.
VladDo you really mean it?
Célestemeeting his eyes, a pause just long enough to be honest Yes.
VladHe said that if you don't get off the train, you might miss an experience to think about someone that could have been and so on...
Célestecaught between amusement and something more serious He also said it to a stranger who had no reason to believe him, and she got off anyway.
VladAnd you also have no reason to believe me.
Célestea small smile, already reaching for her bag And yet.
VladBut I would rather choose to exchange phone numbers first after the experience rather than promise six months and then have a Before Sunset that may never happen.
Célestea quiet, appreciative look It is one of the most romantic practical thing anyone has said to me.
VladI am just really thinking about it, drawing parallels.
Célestestanding, bag in hand Thinking carefully about something you want is how you know you want it.
VladOkay... let's get off and visit Geneva, I've only had pictures from a distance.
Célestealready moving toward the aisle, a lightness in her step Show me what Geneva looks like to someone seeing it for the first time.
VladThe same way with Vienna, my mother has also been at Vienna.
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They step off the train onto the platform. The Geneva air is cool, the station clean and vast and impersonal. He stands for a moment taking it in.

Vladlooking around at the station Șomcuta, Baia Mare, Maramureș. London, Ontario. Whynot, Mississippi. Anywhere, anywhere.
Célestelooking around at the high ceilings and the clean, purposeless light A station that could belong to anyone is a station that belongs to no one.
VladWhat's your name?
Célestea small smile, turning to face him Céleste. And you?
VladVlad. Nice to meet you.
Célestea warmth settling in her expression Nice to meet you, Vlad.
VladUsually you would do this later in the film.
Célestea laugh, caught You are right, we skipped at least forty minutes of the film.
VladNot forty minutes, but more like twenty. We are now operating with full retrospective knowledge of the film.
Célestea conceding look Twenty minutes and we already know each other's names, the film's structure is collapsing under the weight of us knowing it.
VladAnd regarding to collapse, there was a video published by Melodysheep about the end of the universe. At first, Attenborough said that the Holocene has ended, and what we do now will profoundly affect the next few thousand years, and then someone says that all stars will eventually die and fade away, and then Hawking says black holes are not immortal, and then proton decay...
Célesteher eyes widening slowly, a kind of delighted confusion crossing her face So we have twenty minutes of a love story inside a universe that is methodically dismantling every structure it ever built, including the stars that made the carbon we are standing here with.
VladYeah, and then we want things to be eternal, but they are not and will never be.
Célestea quietness settling over her, looking up at the station roof And yet here we are, two people made of dying stars, wanting things anyway.
VladNow I don't know what to do, what to visit.
Célesteglancing toward the station exit where the city light is coming through The lake is close, let's just walk toward water and see what the city offers us.
VladYes, let's do it randomly.
Célestestepping out through the station doors into the afternoon, her face open Good, the best cities reveal themselves to people with no plan.
VladExcept for sídlištěs, osiedles and other complexes I see everywhere.
Célestepausing on the steps, genuinely curious I have only seen those in photographs, what are they actually like to live inside?
VladThey are small but comfortable. I live in the periphery of Bucharest, but my grandparents used to live in those apartments before they died.
Célestesoftly, with care So you carry them through places like this, through every building that looks like theirs.
VladNot necessarily, they did not care about me much, parents did.
Célestea small adjustment in her expression
VladI don't see housing estates as dull, sometimes they are charming, other times they are okay.
Célesteglancing at a row of identical balconies on a building across the street Charm lives in repetition too, when people make the same space into something personal.
VladYeah, but the blocks are impersonal, they have been painted recently.
Célestea knowing look The paint is new but the logic underneath is seventy years old, everyone equal, everyone the same floor plan, everyone facing the same courtyard.
VladYou are right. And what you see in Bucharest is either private mess or those blocks because most of it has been destroyed.
Célestea quiet recognition So the city holds two kinds of history, the one that was planned away and the one that grew back in whatever shape it could.
VladYou know the game Orwell?
Célesteshaking her head slightly Tell me what it is.
VladIt is a game representing a western society about surveillance and a supposed terrorist case of some people who bombed Freedom Plaza. I knew Juliette was the culprit but I decided to lie and eventually, at the end of the game, collect evidence against the defense secretary, Delacroix, to take down the surveillance system, the case remaining unsolved. I have never been actually in a western society.
Célestea thoughtful look, turning that over So you chose to protect people from a system rather than solve the case, and you did it as someone who has only ever lived under a different kind of surveillance.
VladWe live under the same surveillance, data collection is global, and I took every measure to limit my footprint.
Célestea flicker of respect in her expression So you know the system from the inside and you play the game from the outside, most people in my country have the luxury of only ever doing it the second way.
VladIn France?
Célestea wry look France surveils generously, it just does it with better public relations.
VladIn Romania you are not generally surveiled by the government, or at least not until the far-right takes over, as the parties are more concerned with siphoning public funds. And I wanted to do accounting on my taxes to see how much of my taxes get siphoned off.
Célestea dry appreciation in her voice Corruption as accidental privacy protection, the state too busy stealing to bother watching.
VladYeah... and then I imagined a service like PSD Direct Connect where politicians could pay for anything they want from public funds by automatically using an AI to make procurement contracts.
Célestea laugh escaping before she can stop it A fully automated corruption pipeline, at least it would eliminate the paperwork.
VladThe paperwork would be done automatically, then our infrastructure would crumble as every day, record amounts get stolen from our taxes.
Célesteher smile fading into something drier So the automation makes the theft faster and the roads stay broken either way.
VladIt's hard to explain how bad our corruption and procurement system really are. And then Recorder came with a bombshell saying that the judiciary system in Romania has been compromised and then weeks ago, the president left and there is no government.
Célestea heavy exhale, looking out at the lake coming into view ahead A country where the institutions collapse faster than anyone can document the collapse.
VladThat's what happening, because the news and investigations go so fast and I don't have the time to read or watch them.
Célesteglancing at him as the lake opens up ahead of them The pace of the collapse becomes its own kind of shield, nobody can hold the whole picture at once.
VladAnd then what is it like in France?
Célestea dry exhale There is a minority government that survived two no-confidence votes by conceding the pension reform and raising taxes on businesses, Macron stepping back from everything while running out the last year of his presidency.
VladSo you are not as cooked as we are, or at least that's what the external media says about us, that we are cooked, and it's partly true. And then the prime minister once again has gone to talk bad about public workers with his harsh, flat voice, and I really hate it. He is doing the same policies Macron did but talks like Scott Morrison.
Célestea quiet recognition, piecing it together A prime minister capping public sector salaries while talking about fiscal discipline, the language is the same everywhere, only the accent changes.
VladYou know how Scott Morrison talked about the people of Australia?
Célesteshaking her head slightly I know the name, tell me how he talked.
VladWell, he talked with great meritocracy, didn't get off the lawn, this coal, don't be afraid, he left on vacation during the wildfires...
Célestea knowing look The man who brought a lump of coal into parliament to prove a point, then went to Hawaii while the country burned, and still shook hands with fire survivors who did not want to be touched.
VladThere was a game by Colestia called "Scotty goes to centrelink", where Scott tries to get pension from Centrelink and then is surrounded by Scott heads constantly saying "get off welfare, get into work". And then there were Albo heads when playing as Albo, saying "Jobseeker, it's not enough to live on".
Célestea short laugh of recognition So you torture the architect of the policy with the policy itself, and the joke lands because everyone already knows he would never survive his own system.
VladYeah... and then it's not very clear what having a go to get a go means, because to get that initial go you need to have another go and so on. He said if you have a go you get a go...
Célestea dry look It presupposes that everyone starts their go from the same place, which is the entire problem dressed up as a motivational phrase.
VladYou got it right, it supposes that everyone starts from the same place, which is not true.
* * *

They walk alongside Lac Léman as the late afternoon light flattens across the water, the city arranged neatly around it. He walks with his hands in his pockets and she keeps her bag over one shoulder, both of them looking at the water.

Célesteher eyes staying on the water The friend you mentioned on the train, what was it you actually wanted to say to them that you never did?
VladI don't know, maybe that I was so lonely and I am sorry for my immaturity and my force, and that I have not changed, I'm not that bad of a person...
Célestequietly, after a moment Those things are easier to say to a stranger walking beside a lake than to the person who needed to hear them.
VladOh... of course, I tried to say that with another close friend I have made that also happened to be her friend in voice messages but did not respond.
Célestea small wince, genuine Sending the message was still the braver thing, even with the silence after it.
VladDid you ever break up?
Célestea pause, her eyes still on the water With a person or with a version of myself I thought I was.
VladThe film has said about romantic projections.
Célestea quiet exhale I had one, someone in Lyon, and when it ended I realized I had been in love with the conversation more than the person.
VladLike, how it really was?
Célesteher pace slowing slightly We would talk for hours about language and cities and what it means to belong somewhere, and I mistook depth of conversation for depth of feeling, which are two very different things, and he knew the difference before I did.
VladAnd... he encourages her to elaborate.
Célestea long breath, her hands finding the railing along the lakeside He was from Marseille, studying literature, and he had this way of making every conversation feel like the most important one you had ever had, which I now think was less about me and more about how he moved through every room and every person. I spent six months reading signs that were not there, or that were there but meant something different to him than they did to me. And the worst part is that I should have known better, meaning lives in context, in what the speaker intends, and I had been so busy constructing my own interpretation that I completely ignored his.
VladI understand. I was so dependent on a close friend I talked about everything that they decided to break up being overwhelmed by me, and then initially it felt so bad, then no longer it felt that bad. And then there was a colleague with whom you could talk for a bit and then they would completely shut down and you could never talk to them ever again, and she was so incoherent.
Célestenodding slowly The second one sounds harder in a way, because at least a clean ending has a shape you can understand.
VladYou seem to listen and observe a lot.
Célestea small smile Occupational tendency, you spend enough time studying how people use language and you start hearing what sits underneath the words.
VladI remember Mante Vertelyte who has gone on studying everyone and she has made an auto-ethnography on the research paper on how she, as someone from Latvia, was treated in Denmark as initially inferior but was then accepted.
Célesteturning toward him slightly, interested Auto-ethnography is the most honest methodology and the hardest to defend academically, because the moment you put yourself in the data your committee starts asking whether you can be objective, as if the researcher was ever absent from any other method.
VladIt's a long story. Are you hungry?
Célesterealizing suddenly that she is Yes, actually.
VladThen let's go eat somewhere.
Célestelooking around at the city with mild suspicion Somewhere that is not a watch shop or a private bank.
VladOf course, make sure you never touch a grisbanque.
Célestea laugh I have managed thirty years without touching one.
VladYou know I have not taken the DELF test ever and I don't think I'll ever pass it because I only learned French to pass the Baccalaureate. Although I know some words, I only speak Romanian and English, of course, not like the people who only speak English, but it can still be considered a total lack of culture.
Célestea dismissive shake of her head Speaking Romanian already puts you inside a linguistic history that most Western Europeans have never thought about for a single afternoon.
VladHow is that so?
Célestegesturing vaguely as they walk Romanian held onto its Latin structure through a thousand years of isolation from the rest of the Romance languages, surrounded by entirely different grammatical worlds, which means every Romanian speaker carries a kind of accidental archive of how Latin actually sounded before French and Spanish smoothed it all out.
VladWe have Turkish sounds like ș, ț, î, ă.
Célestewith genuine interest Which makes Romanian a living record of every contact it survived, the Latin underneath, the Slavic pressure from every direction, the Ottoman layer on top, and the language absorbed all of it without losing the original structure.
VladWe don't know what was the original structure, because the Dacian language was mostly a lost spoken language.
Célestecatching herself You are right, the substrate is almost entirely gone, we have maybe a handful of words that survived and everything else is inference and archaeology.
VladIt's very similar to the Egyptian language, where we actually don't have vowels, but your name contains a lot of e's, so it's most likely going to be preserved with the current interpretation, but mine will not.
Célestestopping for a moment, struck by that So your name sounds one way now and in a thousand years someone will reconstruct it completely differently and be entirely confident they are correct.
VladYeah, my name is Vlad, but if we wrote it in ancient symbols, it would be VLD, which will be reconstructed into Vled.
Célestea quiet delight in her expression And Vled will have a completely different weight, a different mouth feel, and whoever reconstructs it will write papers defending that pronunciation with total conviction.
VladAnd then there are many technical words that cannot be memorized with poems or any kind of natural mnemonic, like AUX, NUL, PRN, COM, CON, LPT... you remember them like this: Auxiliary, Null, Printer, Communication, which stands for Serial, Console and Line Printer which stands for Parallel.
Célesteturning the syllables over slowly AUX, NUL, PRN... they sound like a dead language that never had speakers, only machines.
VladYeah, they are reserved names, and even though they are no longer used, if you work or are passionate in IT like I am, you have to know that LPT means Line Printer, which means Parallel Port.
Célestea thoughtful look So the hardware disappeared but the name stayed in the system, like a word that outlived the thing it described.
VladYou learn these words when you watch channels that talk about Windows, those words will appear frequently and there have been experiments like naming a user CON or AUX, which makes certain legacy applications, called Win32 applications, believe that the user folder is actually a console or auxiliary device, which breaks the user.
Célestea slow blink of comprehension The system trusts the name completely, so a person named CON stops being a person and becomes a port, just from the label.
VladYeah, and the operating system I am using, Linux, actually solved this by placing drivers in a separate directory, so console is not the word CON but /dev/console.
Célestecatching the logic of it So you give everything a full address rather than a name, the way a city works better with street numbers than with nicknames.
VladYeah, because imagine everyone on this street shouting, "Hey, I'm CON!", "Hey, I'm AUX!", "Hey, I'm X"... everyone would get confused, because no one will know what is each for each.
Célesteglancing at the people walking along the lakeside Like if everyone in Geneva was named Jean, which is not entirely far from the truth.
VladSo, to make it easier to distinguish from each other, I would choose my favorite words, AUX and LPT, and I would name myself AUX LPT.
Célestea smile pulling at her mouth So you would be Auxiliary Line Printer, remind me what the full expansions were again?
VladCON, COM, LPT, NUL, PRN, AUX and then there was also CLOCK with the dollar sign, although you cannot use dollar sign and can name a file clock, so that is excluded. CLOCK was the system clock.
Célestethinking for a moment I want PRN. Printer. Something that takes what is given and produces it in a form people can actually hold.
VladThere is PRN, but then you also need to add something else.
Célesteafter a short pause PRN COM. Printer, Communication.
VladSo, I am AUX LPT and you are PRN COM. Those names are just two possibilities. Everyone would still get confused, because six times six is thirty-six, so only thirty-six possible names.
CélesteWith thirty-six names for a city of two hundred thousand, it would all collapse in an afternoon.
VladSo, that is why we have both the entire normal charset without diacritics called ASCII, which includes all American characters, and then there is the entire global charset, called Unicode or UTF-8, UTF-16 big endian or small endian whatever so we can actually type a lot more names and text than this very simple code I made based on reserved names.
Célestenodding, following the thread So the reserved names were a closed system that ran out of space almost immediately, and then someone had to build something large enough to hold every language that had ever written anything down.
VladYeah, and then there is this monstrosity called Windows-1252, which encodes all Western European characters, and you have an accent on e in your name, right?
Célesteglancing at him The é, yes, what happens to it?
VladSo, this character exists in the character table, except that when you try to read everything in CP1252 except for perfect English text, it will all look very awful, like this... he starts to pronounce random sounds.
Célestea laugh escaping That is what my grandmother's emails looked like for the first three years she had a computer.
VladAnd she was probably writing in French, right?
Célestestill smiling at the memory Perfectly normal French from her end, pure chaos arriving on mine.
VladIt is simple, switch to UTF-8 encoding when writing any text, and it should probably be selected by default, so your text can sound more like Vučić speaking horrible Chinese than this... the random sounds.
Célestea curious look Who is Vučić?
VladVučić is the Serbian president, and in an attempt to confirm his meeting with the Chinese minister, he tried to speak Chinese, it was somewhat good but it had a heavily balkanic accent, like I do when I speak English to you but it's only fifty percent according to the speech oracle.
Célestetilting her head slightly Fifty percent according to what oracle?
Vladsearches for it on his phone. It's the BoldVoice accent guesser.
Célesteholding out her hand Let me try.
Vladhands her his phone.

She speaks a few sentences into the phone, her French vowels flattening slightly when she tries to round them into English, then waits.

Célestewith a surprised laugh, looking at the result Sixty-five percent French, twenty percent Spanish, fifteen percent Italian. It cannot tell the difference between Romance language accents, which is both reassuring and professionally insulting.
Vladtakes his phone back slowly. Ow... but it was fun.
Célestewith a surprised laugh, handing the phone Very fun, and now we both have data.
VladI am thinking all the time about that film.
Célesteglancing at him Which part keeps coming back?
VladThe one where Céline says that maybe they will never meet again, and then they will, and then they regret not having shared their contact details, and also the part where she says that people write but they will eventually stop...
Célestequietly, her eyes forward on the path And we already said we would exchange numbers at the end, so we have already changed the film, which means we have no excuse for the rest.
VladJess has UTF-8, so when Céline wakes up, he was already șezut blând, il est dormit or whatever, I don't know how to say it in french even though I mechanically learned all the terminations.
Célestea soft laugh Il dormait, he was sleeping, which is imperfect tense, the tense French uses for something ongoing in the past, so the grammar was already on his side.
VladAnd I am stuck at the simple conditional, so, si il dormait,...
Célestegently Si il dormait, then you need the conditional, so... tu aurais pu le laisser dormir, you could have let him sleep, try the next part.
VladSi il dormait, tu aurais pu... le laisser dormir. If we was sleeping, then you...
Célestenodding You could have let him sleep, which is exactly what she did, so your sentence and the film agree with each other.
VladIt's the gender that has to agree first, and apparently, many words that are masculine in Romanian are actually feminine in French and inverse.
Célestethinking out loud Romanian preserved neuter gender from Latin, which French lost entirely, so every neuter Romanian noun had to choose a side and the results are not always what you would expect.
Vladpointing to a restaurant. I think we can eat here, there is no grisbanque around here.
Célestelooking at the restaurant, then at the street around it No visible bankers, acceptable number of tourists, I think we are safe.
VladLet's go.

They push the door open and step inside into the warm air.

Chapter II

The Restaurant

The restaurant is narrow and warm, and the tables are set close together. They take one near the back, away from the door, and the menus arrive in French and German both. The light is lower than it was outside, amber and close, and the sounds of the lake have gone entirely.

Célestelooking at the menu without really reading it Do you think of yourself as someone who belongs somewhere, or as someone who has learned to be comfortable not belonging anywhere?
VladSomeone who has learned to be comfortable not belonging anywhere, I don't have to listen to what anyone says, I can change my position anytime soon. Even though I support data-driven governance, I no longer support The Venus Project because I no longer believe in a society governed by expert decisions and computers only.
Célesteleaning slightly forward, registering the distinction Changing your position freely and not needing anywhere to belong, I think those come apart at some point. genuinely So, The Venus Project?
VladThe Venus Project is this idea that you can establish a moneyless, classless and potentially stateless society by using scientific governance only. This implies using computers and other technological means to develop infrastructure rapidly, things like aluminum extrusion, to then establish an economy planned by computers based on big data collection from that infrastructure to predict with so-called great accuracy what could be done best for the future. So for example, if someone orders food, the agricultural system will be engaged to produced all the ingredients necessary for the food, and then cooks would produce that food and then that will be delivered with relative efficiency, in theory, without any emissions top and bottom, start to finish. If there is food someone donated into the system, the leftover food, as long as its not expired and still safe to eat, will be delivered instead, to in theory, make sure there is no waste.
Célesteher finger resting on the menu, thinking through it carefully The food delivery example is almost the strongest possible case for it and still you end up with a system that can only respond to what someone already knows they want, which is maybe a third of what people actually need from food, from eating together, from the whole ritual of scarcity and choice and occasion around a meal. What made you stop believing in it?
VladIt is feasible to collect sociological and economical data to plan the economy. However, it is not feasible to just let computers and use only science when deciding policy, because policy is based on some rather opinionated goals after all. Pure, natural science does not have the concept of a democracy, if I want democracy, I need to conceive democracy and there are many ways that we can conceive democracy in ways better than liberal democracy but we can't scientifically prove whether direct democracy is better than a mixed model or otherwise.
Célestesetting the menu down The Venus Project doesn't actually remove politics, it just relocates them into the architecture so they become harder to argue with. The algorithm that decides how food gets distributed already contains a theory of fairness, someone chose those parameters, and the system makes it look like an engineering problem when it's still the same old question. So when you say data-driven governance, what remains after you take out the parts a computer can't legitimately decide?
VladOnly the pure data without the uncontrolled decisional algorithm. In an eco-socialist society, for example, it is perfectly okay to program computers that can aid in economic decisions, but it is never okay to let a computer take over every part of the decision.
Célestea quiet recognition crossing her expression Eco-socialist is the first time you've named a position directly. her hands settling on the table And pure data has the same problem as a linguistic corpus, someone decided what counted before the collection ever started.
VladYeah, like Our World In Data still has some funding and sourcing problems because in part it is supported by Bill and Melinda Gates and who knows what. To collect data as objectively as possible within such society, you develop open-source components that connect to open-source decentralized commander. And we collect per request, so for example, a restaurant like the one we are in needs some compressed tomatoes. The request is sent to a logistic department and that respective logistic department then checks its inventory, sends what it has in its inventory to the computer and then sends the compressed tomatoes, the logistics department send another signal saying that the x amount of compressed tomatoes have exited the depot and will be delivered to y restaurant, and then when the tomatoes arrive, the restaurant reports that it has the compressed tomatoes. This is a simplified model, but the point is, account the supply chain.

The food arrives.

Célesteglancing at the table, making the connection So the accountability is at every handoff but the prediction is gone, which is structurally more honest than what The Venus Project was trying to do. What the system never receives is what the cook decides once the tomatoes arrive, and that gap is where everything interesting lives, the whole economy of judgment and preference and improvisation that was never the system's business to know about.
VladThat's the fundamental problem with planned economies, because all economies, including capitalist ones, are planned, there are whole planned supply chains at supermarkets and traders participate in planning the economy speculative, but the point is, how do you plan the economy in a way that is fair to everyone and ensures minimal environmental consequences and in fact helps nature grow.
Célesteher eyes moving to the window for a moment Every answer to that question first requires deciding what it means for nature to recover, which is the same opinionated goal-setting you said no computer should legitimately make, so the problem recurs one level up. The eco-socialist frameworks that take ecology seriously tend to require a lower material ceiling for everyone, and I have never read one that was fully honest with its own people about that part of the bargain.
Vlad"Plan the economy" itself is a really big goal.
Célestea small smile Big enough that everyone who has tried has quietly narrowed the definition halfway through and called it a success. Maybe the more tractable version is something like, plan the parts of the economy where the consequences of not planning are catastrophic and leave the rest to smaller decisions made closer to the ground.
VladYeah, never try to plan everything at a national level.
Célesteabsently, her hand near her glass, half-distracted by the thought Which poses the question of what scale is actually the right one, because every political tradition has a different answer and they all arrive at it before looking at the evidence. Is this something you arrived at from Romania specifically, or from the theory?
VladMore like from theory, but yeah, Romania needs some kind of revolution not led by the far-right, but by some newer, more progressive people. There is this party, SENS, but it has not gained more than 3% in parliamentary votes.
Célestehearing the "but yeah" Three percent and below the threshold means the ideas exist but have no lever to pull anywhere. You said it came more from theory and then immediately named a specific party and told me its exact vote share. That does not sound entirely like theory to me.
VladAnd then when you are progressive, you are bad at populism, like Mélenchon has not gained much of the general vote.
Célestea slight correction in her voice Mélenchon at twenty-two percent in the first round is not a failure of populism, he is extremely good at the rally, the enemy made visible, the theatrical anger. The problem is that left solidarity asks you to feel someone else's suffering as your own, and right resentment only requires your own suffering to have a face to blame it on.
VladAnd blaming something for your own suffering is also much easier than looking at someone else's suffering, like the film said that when you break up and feel "I don't care" after the intensive emotions, well, that's what the other person will feel.
Célestea quieter look, something landing in it And you only learn what that feels like by being the one left in it first. her voice staying level So the empathy arrives, but it arrives retrospectively, which makes it useless for the relationship and maybe just useful for the next one.
VladYeah, I've learned that the hard way, and by the way, Before Sunrise is so heartwarming... and then you feel like, I don't want you to go away.
Célestea stillness coming into her expression, watching him The film teaches you to mourn something before you have finished having it.
VladAnd with you the conversation is so good, even though we jump from topic to topic. And then it seems we came to the restaurant to talk some more, not necessarily to eat.
Célestea quiet smile, looking at the table between them We ordered anyway. Some part of us already decided we were staying.
VladWe've got a really nice meet-cute.
Célestea soft laugh, her hand resting near her glass We are inside a film we have already seen, calling it a meet-cute. The recursion is getting a little dizzying.
VladAn hour ago we did not know each other.
Célesteher eyes staying on him An hour ago you were rehearsing assembly mnemonics and I was pretending to read a linguistics textbook on a train out of a city I was relieved to leave.
VladIt's weird that we both know the film and we are playing it all over again.
Célesteher expression settling Knowing the film is the reason we trusted the conversation early enough for it to go anywhere. Without that, you are just a programmer who would not stop talking about assembly mnemonics to a stranger on a train.
VladYeah, and then what made you choose to get off the train with me?
Célestea pause, considering it You pushed back on the liturgy metaphor in the same breath you used it to explain something. Most people would have taken the compliment. And I was leaving Lyon without thinking about arriving anywhere. The train was easy, you were already talking.
VladThat's what you remember. Now let's actually wait and eat that something.
Célestereaching for her fork Good, the food is getting cold.
VladMy grandparents were strict to my parents and then all in a sudden became very soft with us, the children. When they became old, their attitude changed. And also, their mentalities become so old and entrenched that they no longer change at all. My grandfather, on the part of my father, died a year ago.
Célestequietly, not rushing past it A year is not very long. her eyes staying on him Was there anything left unresolved between you, or had it already been resolved by the time he softened?
VladIt was very much resolved, I haven't relied on them much, I relied on my parents most of my childhood and then of course I am still a tanguy and my close friend is also a tanguy... when you leave high school in search for a university you are still dependent on your parents.
Célestea small recognition Tanguy, yes. a quieter look There is something specific about that age though, still at home but the reasons for being there have changed, you are no longer a child in the house, you are an adult who has not yet found the argument for leaving.
VladI am still economically dependent on my parents, I have a thousand lei in my account and it's still not enough to live off it. I cannot live off contract money, making occasional websites for clients at my father's microenterprise.
Célestea slight pause How much is a thousand lei?
VladIt's two hundred euros, or basically how much a single year of an advanced artificial intelligence costs at pretty low usage limits, or how much several tickets cost.
Célestesetting her fork down for a moment, lightly Two hundred euros and occasional contract work, and you are on a train to a computing conference in Spain. Your parents are financing this trip.
VladNo, I paid like half of my allocation but eventually I am going to be resupplied with the same money I paid after a while.
Célestecurious, her glass between her hands What are you actually presenting at the conference?
VladWell, virtually every major open-source software project is going to there, KDE, GNOME. And I have chosen to work in reverse-engineering the touchscreen software for the Surface laptops so those who use the generic kernel instead of dedicated kernels can actually touch their screen and the screen actually respond. I am myself carrying the Surface five, the same laptop that my mother used for the UN conferences at Geneva. I don't like its UEFI, its firmware, it acts Chinese, you need secure boot disabled to install a custom, accessible menu so you can choose between using Windows and Linux...
Célestefollowing what she can So you are fixing something that should already work, for people who use the system in a way the manufacturer did not intend. It seems like a fairly good description of what most interesting work is.
VladHow is that so? Why do you think so? It's actually a very difficult work.
Célestea slight gesture I have read enough about right to repair to know that manufacturers design systems to resist exactly what you are doing, and the people who push back anyway tend to be solving a real problem the official version decided was not worth solving. Why is it difficult?
VladBecause even though you are not alone, there is a lot going in this Intel touch driver, and besides, we are programming for the generic kernel which does not have any of the specialized, interconnected driver. And then C and Assembly are complex languages.
Célesteher chin resting on her hand The generic kernel being the interesting constraint, you are building for the version of the system that anyone can modify rather than the version that works because it is sealed. a pause And you said not alone, but it still sounds like most of the actual thinking happens by yourself, late, with the code.
VladYeah, that's true, you have to work constantly for the community, you have to send push requests as soon as when you have a solution, the development cycle cannot be slowed down.
Célestenodding slowly So the community sets the pace and you have to be ready when you are ready, not when it is convenient.
VladThat's how many open-source projects work, you have to do constant work, constant patches, because every user expects a stable system, and besides, some people are using Tumbleweed, Sid or other distributions or operating systems with constant updates that have to work.
Célestepicking up her glass So the users running the most unstable systems by choice are also the ones demanding the most reliable patches. There is a particular kind of person who opts into constant updates and then holds the developer responsible for every break.
VladWhat particular kind of person?
CélesteA friend of mine runs a quirky system he has built. He treats every system break as a minor intellectual inconvenience and then complains to me about it for an hour.
VladThat's unusual, but anyways. Well, I am running systems that do not have constant updates, I do not have the latest software because the updates arrive much later, when they have been tested, but if you are a developer like me, you still have to work for those that want constant updates. And relating to that, have you had people that wanted constant attention from you?
Célestea quiet look, catching the shift Yes. a pause I have also been that person, which is harder to admit.
VladLike, for example...
Célesteher hand turning her glass slowly The person in Marseille. Toward the end I was checking whether he had read my messages, calculating the time between his reply and mine, adjusting what I sent based on what I thought would hold his attention longest.
VladThat does not seem to be a very healthy premise, but I can understand.
Célestea wry look at herself No, it was not. The worst part is that I understood it while it was happening and kept going anyway.

The carafe is empty. Most of the other tables have cleared. They split the bill without discussion and step outside into the Geneva afternoon.

Chapter III

Back Outside

The afternoon light has softened but not gone. They walk without a fixed direction.

Célesteher hands in her jacket pockets, walking Do you think you will stay in Romania?
VladIt's a very difficult question to answer, because I want to leave the country for a better life, to escape the harsh conditions, the poverty, but then you arrive poor and you have to take a difficult citizenship test, sometimes you have to revoke your previous citizenship, I wish the tests were easier and I primarily looked into the Dutch naturalization process, but at the same time I don't want to leave the country because I still see the possibility of having a good life there. Slavici said in Moara cu Noroc, "Omul să fie mulțumit cu sărăcia sa, căci, dacă e vorba, nu bogăția ci liniștea colibei tale te face fericit", the man be content with his poverty, because when it comes down to it, it's not wealth, but the peace of the humble home that makes you happy. At the same time, I am never satisfied with the so-called humble home and always want some more.
CélesteMoara cu Noroc, what is that?
VladIt's a story about a man called Ghiță that purchases some land not far from an abandoned mill and makes money by running a bar. Except that in this bar, Lică, the boss of all pigs, arrives with his clan at the bar and becomes a pervasive and increasingly dangerous presence that appears to help Ghiță make a lot of money in very short amount of time. To fight Lică while protecting himself from death, Ghiță tries to pretend to be both on his side, and on the side of the authorities, and eventually sacrifices his wife, Ana, in the hands of Lică and then the story ends horribly as everyone dies and only Ghiță's mother in law and the children survive. Ghiță kills Ana, Lică's people infiltrated at the bar assassinate Ghiță and then Pintea the gendarme follows Lică who intentionally hits his head on the tree and dies, and then the bar is on fire. The ending is very tragic.
Célestequietly, after a moment So the man who quoted that line about the peace of the humble home wrote a story about someone who could not stay in it.
VladYeah, and his quote is constantly in my head, about being grateful of your condition and not getting rich quickly, but I want better conditions, and then Slavici himself violated the do not get rich quote.
Célestea small exhale The quote is doing what all the best moralist writing does, which is survive the biography of the person who wrote it.
VladThat's the problem with moralist writing, he hasn't considered alternatives like putting guards at the bar so as to prevent the altercations, and then the author himself is going to violate those writings eventually.
Célestea slight smile Ghiță had no guards because the story probably needed him to be isolated. Moralist fiction always removes the obvious exit so the lesson has room to happen.
VladYou got it right even though I told you only very little about the story. Slavici has this pedagogical practice of encouraging those he believes are right and punishing those who believes they are not right.
Célestenodding as they walk A world where the moral position determines the survival odds. Which makes it useful for teaching and fairly dishonest about how things actually go.
VladAnd then there is Ion and Răscoala, which I haven't read yet, but based on what I have, they are about the conditions of peasants in the 1900s. In the 1900s, peasants in Romania were treated worse than slaves and the country was extremely poor and underdeveloped, with massive inequalities between the arendași, the landlord class who owned all the land and peasants who owned basically nothing and were working for the landlords. Eventually, peasants got tired of this inequality and wanted to gain land. Ion, the protagonist of the story with the same name, has an almost personal desire for land and marries Ana, the daughter of a rich man, based on lies of course, to gain access to land. He says that he loves her when he actually doesn't, and the relationship becomes extremely difficult and eventually Ion is assassinated after Ion is caught to love Florica, his potential wife. In Răscoala, Rebreanu documents what happens after, and it's even longer than Ion, but in short, the peasants engage in a violent uprising against the landlord class for the same reason: better treatment and access to land.
Célesteher pace slowing slightly So the Romanian literary canon at that moment is almost entirely about people destroyed by wanting more than their condition allows. Ghiță, Ion, the peasants in Răscoala.
VladThe Romanian literary canon has become very dry after Eminescu wrote love poems. And I suspect it's because we lived in hardship all the time.
Célesteher eyes on the street ahead Literature written from inside prolonged hardship tends to run out of patience for anything that isn't hardship. The lyric gets squeezed out and what remains is consequence.
VladAnd there are many other examples, like Hanul Ancuței, Baltagul, Moromeții and so on...
Célestehonestly I have read almost none of it. Eastern European literature arrives in France filtered through what French publishers think is worth translating, which is usually whatever confirms what we already expect the East to be about.
VladAnd what do you expect the East to be about?
Célestean honest look Suffering with dignity, a fatalism that reads as depth from a comfortable distance, the occasional magical realist flourish to make it feel universal enough to sell.
VladHey, check this out...
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They enter a library through a small door with a hand-lettered sign in Romanian above it. Inside, there are narrow shelves, the smell of old paper, a woman at a desk who glances up and returns to her book. Everything on the shelves is in Romanian.

Célesteturning slowly, taking in the spines she cannot read I walked in here and lost language completely. quietly, to him Tell me what I'm looking at.
VladMoara cu Noroc, Ioan Slavici. Conu Leonida față cu reacțiunea, Ion Luca Caragiale. Baltagul, Mihai Sadoveanu. It seems like a collection of all the Romanian classical literature is here.

She moves slowly along the nearest shelf, her finger trailing just below the spines without touching them, reading the titles aloud in careful French approximation.

Célestequietly, attempting the sounds Moara cu Noroc... Baltagul... pausing at one Conu Leonida față cu... she stops, looks at him What is reacțiunea?
VladSir Leonida against the reaction. It's about someone being against the conservatives and supporting the faux revolutionaries despite benefiting from the conservatives.

She moves further along the shelf.

The spines, shelf by shelf:
Slavici: Moara cu Noroc, Pădureanca, Povestiri
Caragiale: O scrisoare pierdută, D'ale carnavalului, Dl. Goe, Conu Leonida față cu reacțiunea.
Sadoveanu, taking up half a shelf: Baltagul, Hanul Ancuței, Neamul Șoimăreștilor, Frații Jderi.
Rebreanu: Ion, Răscoala, Pădurea Spânzuraților.
Camil Petrescu: Ultima noapte de dragoste, întâia noapte de război; Patul lui Procust.
Călinescu: Enigma Otiliei.
Creangă: Amintiri din copilărie, Harap-Alb.
A shelf of poetry: Eminescu, Arghezi, Blaga, Nichita Stănescu.
At the end, newer spines: Marin Preda, Moromeții. Mircea Cărtărescu, Solenoid.

Célestestanding in front of the Caragiale shelf, absorbing the explanation Someone who benefits from the system he claims to oppose, and the play is called a comedy.
Vladslowly reciting a poem La steaua care a răsărit e o cale atât de lungă că mii de ani i-au trebuit luminii să ne ajungă. Poate de mult s-a stins în drum, în depărtări albastre, iar abia acum lucii vederii noastre. Icoana stelei ce a murit, încet pe cer se suie, era pe când nu s-a zărit, azi o vedem și nu e. Tot astfel cum al nostru dor pieri în noaptea adâncă, lumina stinsului amor ne urmărește încă.
Célestestill, listening to the end What does it say?
VladIt says that the star we see on the sky is actually very far away and that by the time the light has reached us, it may already be dead.
Célesteafter a moment Who wrote it?
VladMihai Eminescu.
Célesteglancing at the poetry shelf The one who wrote love poems and then the literary canon got dry. quietly The poem is about light arriving from something already gone. That is not very different from what you said in the train station about dying stars.

She pulls Răscoala from the shelf carefully, opens it to first page, and reads aloud, slowly.

Célestehaltingly Dumneavoastră nu... cunoașteți... țăranul român... she slows, picking out what she can Român I have. Discursuri, that is discours. Martir. În realitate... holding the page toward him What is the rest?
Vladhe reads the page fluently "Dumneavoastră nu cunoașteți țăranul român, dacă vorbiți așa! Ori îl cunoașteți din cărți și din discursuri, și atunci e mai trist, fiindcă vi-l închipuiți martir, când în realitate e numai rău, și prost, și leneș!" It means: You do not know the Romanian peasant if you speak like that. Or if you know them from books and talks, then it's even worse, because you think of them like martyrs, when in reality it's only evil, stupid and lazy, said the minister about the Romanian peasants in 1907.
Célestea stillness, the book still open in her hands A minister saying that in 1907, in a novel about a peasant uprising in 1907. looking at the page Rebreanu must have put the justification for the massacre inside the mouth of the person ordering it.
VladI think you will understand none of this, so let's go.
Célesteclosing the book carefully and returning it to the shelf I understood enough. following him toward the door The minister's sentence is the same sentence in every language.
* * *

They step back outside into the afternoon.

VladReally, that's how Romanian ministers thought about peasants back then and then they were given no land and they were extremely poor.
Célestestepping back into the afternoon And the uprising happened anyway, which means the minister was wrong about the laziness at least.
VladYou know what happened in France in 1907 meanwhile?
Célestea short laugh of recognition The winegrowers of Languedoc. Two hundred thousand people in the streets of Montpellier in June, the same year, because the wine merchants were adulterating the wine and driving the price down to nothing. The government sent in the army. a short pause Different country, same year, same problem with different crops.
VladAnd then Slavici, before 1907, when the peasants were still poor, he said, well, you can manage to live in poverty.
Célestea dry look From a distance, poverty always looks manageable to the person not living in it.
Vlad"Omul să fie mulțumit cu sărăcia și cu liniștea colibei sale". The man be grateful with his lack of wealth and the quiet of his poor house.
Célestea quiet look, catching that he is repeating it You keep coming back to that sentence.
VladYeah, because I don't know how it penetrated so deep into my mind, that despite having everything, you still have to be careful about everything, not spend too much.
Célestewalking A sentence written as consolation for people who had no other option has become a habit of mind for someone who has options. That is a strange thing for a sentence to do.
VladYeah, I don't know, perhaps back in Romania I am actually still poor, my mother works in the public sector that is being cut and the microenterprise has lost money last year.
Célestea quiet pause before answering Then perhaps the sentence did not travel as far from its origin as it seemed.
VladThe American student in the film was also poor, so...
Célestea slight look Jesse had a broken-off relationship, a Eurail pass, and two weeks to spend before a flight and you came with a conference, a Surface laptop, a political framework, and research into Romanian teenage loneliness.
VladAnd then why it still felt so cute? The dialogue, I mean...
Célestethinking about it Because the film is not about what Jesse knows. It is about how completely he pays attention, a thing that is hard to replicate.
VladAnd then I am right here with a French girl talking about random stuff, some of it not understanding, and have you noticed my dry voice in the way I relate things?
Célestea slight look I have noticed, you described an entire political collapse in the same tone you used for the food delivery example. a small pause It took me a while to notice that the register never changes, which is how I knew you had thought about all of it for a long time.
VladBecause I did. And then when Jesse and Céline have gone on the Ferris wheel, they both thought, well, let's kiss each other. And then long after Céline said she didn't want this moment to become a one-night stand for him.
Célesteher eyes forward on the street The Ferris wheel works because it stops time for exactly long enough. quietly And Céline was right to say it. She had already felt what a one-night stand does to the version of something that could have been more.
VladYeah, like their discussion was really meaningful and deep, like we do now. And I don't know why it's called post-modern love.
Célestea slight tilt of her head Who calls it that?
VladWikipedia says the film features post-modern love.
Célestea small exhale Wikipedia calls everything postmodern when it cannot find a cleaner category. The film is two people paying full attention to each other for one night, which is not a philosophical position, it is just rare enough to feel like one.
VladAnd then I also want to pay all attention to you until it's night.
Célestequiet, looking at him Then we still have a few hours.
Chapter IV

Parc des Bastions

The afternoon has gone softer. They have crossed the bridge, the lake behind them now, the city climbing upward. Parc des Bastions opens to their left: plane trees, a gravel path, and further along, the chessboards. The pieces are enormous, pale stone, one game in progress with no players visible.

Célestelooking at the oversized board Someone left this at the worst possible moment. her eyes moving along the rows White is going to lose.
VladWell, we can actually reset the table, and I am not very good at chess.
Célesteglancing at him Neither am I. a pause We could play badly together.
VladSure, we can.
Célestealready moving toward the board Pick a side.
VladWhite.
Célestetaking her position on the black side, looking across the board at him Then I already have the advantage. quietly You move first.
VladHe moves a pawn first.
Célesteafter a moment, moving a pawn to mirror his Tell me something you have never told anyone in a single afternoon before.
VladTell me something you have never told anyone in a single afternoon before... okay... the fact that I have not been honest all the time, sometimes, when I have been in school, I believed that when there was a conflict, I could have not proceeded the natural way, and that in order to deal with strict authorities for which my opinion did not matter, I had to resort to some more adversarial tactics.
Célesteher eyes on the board, not pressing What kind of tactics?
VladI believed that sometimes I had to make rules for some others on how perceive me. Some people did not have rules on what impression to have about me, but some people indirectly did have rules I never fully managed to impose on how to perceive me, because sometimes having had a bad impression of me could have been dangerous to me.
Célestemoving a piece, unhurried So you were managing a reputation the way you manage a system, controlling what inputs reached the parts that could cause problems. looking up at him Did it work?
Vladalso moves a piece Obviously not. There is no way you can selectively control the impressions of some people in order to make a less dangerous impression.
Célestea quiet look And the people whose impression mattered most were probably the ones least amenable to being managed.
VladYeah... and right now, your impression of me matters but it doesn't need to be regulated, because the regulation only appears when the person is above me. If the person does not have power, it does not have impression regulation.
Célestemoving a piece without looking down at it So with me there is no regulation because I have no power over you. Is either very freeing or a little sad, depending on which direction you look at it.
VladI agree with you, that is what happens when you have an entire history of violence and an entire collection of only dry literature.
Célesteher eyes on the board Where does the violence come in?
VladAccording to Gelu Duminică, a Romani and a very good sociologist for that matter, violent events have often been more common in Romania than many other countries in the west, and we observe that while the fall of Communism in Czechia has mostly been peaceful under the Velvet revolution, and the fall of the Berlin wall was also a relatively more peaceful event than what happened in Romania, in Romania we had a very violent revolution on both sides with executions or rather, as some people might argue, we had a coup, because the former communist structures were present and are still present to this day. Additionally, the Mioritic Ballade references an unresolved conflict where the Transilvanian shepherd is being killed by the Wallachian and Moldavian shepherd. Additionally, we have the Curtea de Argeș, where master Manole covers his wife while building a monastery at the request of Negru-Vodă, the king. And then there a whole line of legends and eventually real stories where violence is far more common than in Western literature.
Célestestill, the chess forgotten for a moment The Miorița ballad is the one I know a little. slowly The shepherd is told he is going to be killed, accepts it, like violence is absorbed so completely that it becomes part of the landscape.
VladAnd I suspect that the violence is passed down, and then many more other violent forces like wild-west capitalism arrive, and then we end up in a world where we all would have to eventually be violent, or at least, it's very hard to escape from the cycle.
Célestemoving a piece slowly In France, the Revolution ran through terror before it became a founding myth, and then the Commune, and then the colonial violence that never got folded into the myth at all, just set aside. a pause The difference is perhaps that France got to write itself as liberation and Romania got written as survival.
VladYeah, in Romania, there was no kind of true revolution, only endless fights for independence against other forces and internal conflict, which gives a really bad image for westerners.
Célestea direct look across the board Your story does not need a western audience to be valid. The fact that it reads as chaotic from outside just means the outside has a very narrow idea of what a legitimate history looks like.
VladLike, how legitimate history would look like in France for example?
Célestea slight exhale Linear. A struggle, then a declaration, then a republic, with the messier parts either aestheticized or quietly omitted. moving a piece France is very good at converting violence into monument.
VladAnd we are really bad at converting violence into a monument because it never stops, and then there is corruption, our work is being only to make parties extremely rich.
Célesteher eyes on the board The monument requires that the violence be over. Yours isn't.
VladYou are very intelligent on this matter.
Célestea small look, deflecting it back You gave me the material, I just followed the logic.
VladIn Paris there are like 20+ monuments while in Bucharest there are like only two, and built recently for power shows, like The Parliament and The Cathedral of National Salvation.
Célestea dry look Ceaușescu's parliament and a cathedral built to sit next to it. moving a piece Both saying the same thing about whoever commissioned them.
VladYeah, that they wanted a ton of power. Now, why we constantly deflect and not get to you know...
Célestea stillness, the chess piece still in her hand Because we are both very good at finding the next interesting thing to say. setting it down The film had a Ferris wheel, we have a chessboard and Calvin's wall. looking at him across the board I am not sure the city is going to do it for us.
VladIt doesn't have to. I don't know how Jess hesitated and then Céline completed with a kiss.
Célestelooking across the board He did not hesitate, he just waited until she was ready.
VladWe don't have to play like this is the Matrix, because as cool as the films sounds, it's staged, unlikely and educational at the same time.
Célestesetting her piece down and looking at him You are right. So what actually happens now?
VladA hug maybe, I don't know.
Célestestanding, moving around the board toward him That I can do.
VladHe opens his arms slightly.

She steps in and he closes his arms around her. The chess game stays unresolved behind them. Somewhere further along the park a child shouts. The plane trees hold the light.

Célesteher chin near his shoulder You are warmer than I expected a programmer to be.
VladAnd you are more intelligent than I expected a random French girl to be.
Célestea small laugh against his shoulder That is the least romantic compliment I have ever received and I am choosing to take it anyway.
VladInitially I had the most romantic compliment at the train station, and now, it's the least romantic.
Célestestill, her voice quieter The one at the station was for a stranger. a pause This one is for someone I have been talking to all this time.
Vladbreathing slowly, the hug still holding The Sunrise bleeds into everything, it's time to stop it for now and consider that we just found ourselves as people whom to talk to all the time.
Célesteher voice even Yes. Although we do get on the train to Barcelona eventually.
VladWhat do you think about Jess, because I think he had a bit of a lack of culture after all, and I also have a bit of a lack of culture because I have not read about everything and my expression is particularly not very rich and this movie has been incessant, almost irritating to you, or so I think.
Célestepulling back just enough to look at him Jesse had enough, a different kind of enough. her voice steady And the film was not irritating, you used it the way someone uses a map when they are not sure the road exists yet.
VladWhat do you mean by a different kind of enough? And why that map felt so irritating?
Célestestill close, her gaze steady Jesse had charm and a kind of restless American hunger that made every conversation feel urgent. He did not have a framework, he had an appetite. a pause The map felt irritating because maps are for people who do not trust themselves to find the place without one. You kept reaching for it when the conversation had already gone further than the film ever did.
VladThe conversation there was complex enough, so how did we reach further?
Célesteher voice dropping slightly Céline was twenty-three and romantic and believed in the night as a container for something. a pause I am twenty-three and I study how language fails people and I left Lyon because staying had stopped making sense. her voice staying low She arrived open, I arrived already a little used. The conversation went further because we were both further along when we started.
VladYeah... and well, you have gone for studies, or at least that's what you said... I imagined the map to be a little more romantic, but now we are acutely self-aware of what is happening, and romance depends on not being so acutely self-aware.
Célestea pause Or romance is exactly this, and we have been told it requires less awareness than it does. her voice low I do not feel less because I can see it clearly.
VladMoara cu Noroc constantly sticks with me, and now I feel like it has to go away, this thing...
Célestesoftly The man be content with his poverty, and the peace of the humble home that makes you happy. a pause It does not have to go away, it just does not apply to everything.
VladAnd then to say that you love someone you say "je t'aime", right? I know this is weird...
Célestea small, honest look It is not weird at all. her eyes on him Je t'aime is also what you say when you mean something smaller and more accurate than love. When you mean, I am glad you exist and I am glad you are here.
VladBut in Romanian, when you say "Te Iubesc", young people usually apply the literal romantic interpretation.
Célesteconsidering it Then say it in Romanian and I will understand it the French way. We can let the languages disagree.
Vladpronouncing the words slowly Te Iubesc, Je t'aime.
Célestestill, listening to both Je t'aime.

They stay like that for a while. The light in the park has shifted, the plane trees longer in their shadows. The abandoned chess game sits behind them, white about to lose.

VladI thought that maybe one time I can come to Lyon, or maybe one time you can come to Bucharest.
Célesteher voice easy, no weight on it Both. Lyon first, because I know where everything is and I can show you the parts that are not Paris.
VladLike...
Célestea small smile The Presqu’île at night. The bouchons, which are restaurants that exist nowhere else and take the concept of eating too seriously. The Fourvière hill with the Roman theatre and the city below. her voice quieter The market at Croix-Rousse on Saturday morning where my grandmother used to take me and where I still go when I am there.
VladYou know I personally don't like bars, so in no way we are going to play pinball, and besides, this specific thing, this Full Tilt Space Cadet, only exists on the computer.
Célestea laugh, still close It was a joke on the train. I know you do not drink, we can find something else that is equally pointless and enjoyable.
VladProgressbar95 is a hypercasual, nostalgic and pointless game where you collect blue segments to complete a progressbar while avoiding the red ones. You can upgrade to various editions of fictionalized versions of proprietary operating systems and you will never eventually get bored. This has been an example advertisement for a pointless activity.
Célestea genuine laugh I will download it tonight on the train, if only to have something to blame when I miss Barcelona entirely.
VladPlease don't, I have it downloaded, I purchased for it with like ten euros and I know what it is like, not bad, but sometimes addictive, then boring. I usually play it when there is nothing else to do, and I recommend the PC variant, not the mobile one.
Célestequietly You just talked me out of something I was not actually going to do.
VladBecause I'm bad at interpreting jokes...
Célesteher eyes on him No, you just take things seriously enough to answer them properly and I like that about you.
VladWhat would have happened if I would have been like Jess?
Célesteher eyes on the park ahead You would have been charming and I would have enjoyed the night and gotten on the train to Paris with a good story. a pause We would not have talked about Slavici.
VladI don't know how to be charming, like I say, hey, I think we had a connection from the very beginning and you would have regretted this if you didn't come...
Célestea soft exhale That is exactly what Jesse said. looking at him And it worked on Céline, so maybe you do know how to be charming and you just do not recognize it as that.
VladAnd then why Céline was like, yeah, I would come...
Célestethinking about it honestly Because she was already curious before he asked. The speech just gave her permission to act on it. a pause That is how it usually works. The words matter less than the fact that someone said them.
VladAnd then you have chosen to stay with me all this time despite being strangers and we talked so much in a single day and you didn't hesitate much.
Célestea direct look No, I didn't. a pause That should tell you something.
VladLike, what specifically?
Célesteevenly That the curiosity was already there before you asked anything.
VladAnd then I would like to characterize Céline in the most possible extended way because she is interesting...
Célestestepping back slightly, thinking about it in great detail Céline is the one doing most of the actual work in that film and getting half the credit for it. Jesse proposes things and Céline decides whether they are worth following. She is the one who initiates the Ferris wheel, the one who sets the terms of the goodbye. a pause She talks about women being treated as muses and then spends the night being someone's muse and knows it and does it anyway, it is what it is like to understand something and still want it. She carries the morning in her head the whole night, Jesse barely thinks about it until it arrives. And she is twenty-three and just out of a relationship and she still gets off the train, which means she is either very brave or very lonely or both.
VladNow it feels like you are my muse or treating you like that which is bad.
Célesteher expression settling You are not treating me like a muse. A muse is silent and decorative and exists to be looked at. a pause You have been arguing with me all afternoon.
VladYou know, let's get going, but I don't know where, because I have been in this hug or at least so close that it felt like forever.
Célestestepping back just enough, her hand finding his arm briefly We can continue. looking up at the plane trees, then at the path ahead There are still some things left to do.
Chapter V

The Road

The afternoon is now darker after everything. They are both walking on the street without a particular direction.

VladI am tired of constantly telling myself, that even though I am not critically poor, I must convince myself that being poor and not wanting more, not chasing the new things even when I want better versions of what I already have, is okay. I am tired of this stupid Baccalaureate text about a free man who doesn't even think about having guards at the bar being constantly in my head...
Célestewalking beside him, her voice unhurried Then put it down. a pause It kept you honest about what you had. It does not have to keep you small.
VladI had dreams about purchasing things that are not available in my country, things that are shiny and are powerful like the Fydetab Duo, the Framework, the newest Fairphone... and then no, you can only get an older Fairphone because the price point of the newest is the same as the newest Galaxy, so it doesn't justify buying a weaker but more advantageous phone from a software standpoint at that price point when you can just get an older Fairphone at a significantly lower rate that might just be more bulky and then the parts could not be available long beyond its lifetime.
Célestea short laugh of recognition You just described wanting better things and talked yourself out of it at the same time. glancing at him It is the quote still working on you.
VladAnd literally, I don't have the money for any kind of experiment, and I can't just go and drain my father's microenterprise so I can get the newest or coolest technologies, regardless of whether they may last or not. And I actually planned to use my phone for eight years and by now it is several years old.
Célesteher hands in her pockets Eight years is not poverty, it is a position. quietly There is a difference between Slavici's peasant who had no choice and you choosing not to drain your father's business for a phone.
VladI am not choosing, I literally can't use all the money for all purposes, you can make only certain types of purchases and when needed only, because it is very easy, in our situation, to enter poverty, and remember that I told you that I am a tanguy, so still economically dependent.
Célestea quieter look, taking that in You are right. I made it sound like a choice when the margin is that thin.
VladBut still, I want to get rid of that quote, of that voice in my head, because, okay, I have acknowledged I am poor, but literally, in our country there is this trauma of being poor that never goes away.
Célestewalking The trauma does not come from being poor. It comes from generations of being told that wanting more is the reason you suffer. a pause Slavici did not write that quote for you, but for people who had no other story available.
VladI think it does in part come from being poor, like my grandparents and parents, who all lived under the Communist era literally had to work a lot for basic knowledge and goods.
Célestenodding Both then. The poverty is real and the story told about it is layered on top, and after long enough the two become hard to separate. a pause Your grandparents could not afford to want more, your parents learned that from them, and now you have slightly more room and the voice is still there telling you the room does not exist.
VladYeah, like there are a ton of generations who are poor and tell each other they are poor and then the children are told they are poor and regardless of social mobility, it all spreads, it is not like in the west where the poverty mentality stops, it never stops.
Célesteher voice careful My grandmother grew up during the war and spent thirty years after it buying two of everything because one was never enough. a pause She was comfortable by the time I knew her and she still could not stop, meaning the poverty mentality does not need the poverty to continue once it is in the family.
VladIn my situation is even worse, regardless of what you say, I don't know how to stop it when we are in austerity.
Célestewalking beside him You probably cannot stop it right now, it is just where you are. a pause The fact that you can name it and find it exhausting is already further than most people get.
Vladputs an arm slowly around her shoulders. Maybe I could experience your comfort all this time.
Célestelightly You are experiencing it right now.
VladYou now probably understand what it means to live somewhere that has historically been ravaged by war and austerity, where most the literature has been dry...
Célesteafter a short silence I understood the words before, now I think I understand the weight of them.
Vladcontinues to lean quietly against her shoulder
Célestevery slowly and quietly You do not have to explain anything else right now.
VladThanks...

They walk in silence for a while, his arm still around her shoulders.

Chapter VI

Parc La Grange

After a few tens of minutes, they reach Parc La Grange as the light over the lake has gone darker. The grass slopes gently toward the water, and they find a place on the hill, sitting first, then lying back, the lake spread out below them and the Alps faint at the far edge.

Célestelooking at the sky We said we would exchange numbers at the end. I think this is close enough to the end to count.
VladYeah, let's do that.

She takes out her phone first and hands it to him. He types his number and hands it back. She calls it once so he has hers. His phone buzzes for a few seconds.

Célestesettling back into the grass Now neither of us has the far away problem.
VladGood, and you know, I have read a summary of the entire triology and in "Before Midnight", the relationship becomes less stable, the characters are older and tea is only used as a self-soothing mechanism.
Célesteher eyes on the lake It is what happens when the film catches up with real time. The first film is a night, the second is an afternoon, the third is what remains after you have run out of new things to discover about each other and have to decide what to do with the old things.
VladRight now this is an exciting time to meet each other, we are still young. Eventually I'll figure out how to live by myself, maybe establish a social café, create a new open AI model that protects the interests of marginalized people, maybe create a self-sustaining cooperative.
Célesteturning her head to look at him A social café, an AI model, a cooperative. a pause Which one do you start with when you have two hundred euros in your account?
VladWith none I think. There are only a few tens of thousands of lei that my father could provide, not enough for my ambitions.
Célesteher eyes back on the lake Then you start with the Surface laptop and the conference in Barcelona.
VladYeah, that's what I am starting with, but more importantly, I want to live a happy or at least content life. For me, it matters a lot when I have good friendships or fall in love with someone who is genuine.
Célestequietly That is not a small ambition. a pause Many people spend a long time learning that it is the right one.
VladYou are only twenty-three and still learning.
Célestea short laugh Yes. her eyes staying on the water I am still learning it too.
VladMe too... and you know...
Célesteafter a moment What?

He hesitantly turns his head slowly toward her. She stays still, then turns slightly to meet it. The kiss lands at the edge of her cheek. She stays there for a moment before settling back, both of them looking at the lake again. Neither of them says anything for a while.

Célestestill looking at the lake, a small smile That was good and I would like to do that again sometime.
VladI have been overwhelming you with that saying about poverty...
Célesteher voice easy I did not fully understand it from where I am standing, but I heard it.
Vladpulls her into a hug, wrapping both of his arms around her

She settles into it without pulling away. Eventually, they have been lying there long enough that the city has receded and what remains is the water and their own breath.

Célesteturning her head slightly toward him The train is not for another hour.
VladI know, we'll take it tomorrow.
Célestea small stillness, then something that is almost a smile Okay.
VladWhen we are being so acutely self-aware, we stop focusing on the emotions, on the moment and what could it be...
Célestequietly, not moving Then stop being aware.
Vladrubs her back for a bit while still in the embrace I wish I was not so poor and isolated, because I could have been more fun, but you know what happens when I come here without many possibilities. I am excited to go to the computing conference, but at the same time I want to stay with you all the time.
Célesteher voice low, close You have been fun, and I am here, which is not nothing.
VladIt's been only a single day, and yet, I also felt so understood and cared for... the first time in this special way. Like, I have been isolated so many times and then my loneliness was not valid because everyone else had friends.
Célesteher hand finding his arm Loneliness is always valid. quietly Mine looked different from yours and it was still real.
VladYou were in unsatisfying relationships and I was in a satisfying friendship where I was about to love that person and overwhelmed them.
Célestestill settled against him I have been with people who had more and gave me less to think about. a pause This is the first time someone has taught me something and it felt like being wanted.
VladI thought it was all critters and nothing, because that is what everyone learns... everyone has to eventually read Moara cu Noroc, in my country at least.
Célestea small laugh against his shoulder Old literature has a way of making everyone feel small. a pause It does not mean it was right about you.
VladYeah, their dry tone always makes you feel small, and then I refuse to be okay with the poverty and quiet of the humble, poor house.
Célestestill close You are allowed to want more than they said you could. quietly The moralizers wrote for people who had no other choice. You have a conference in Barcelona.
VladYeah, I chose to go there, and then I also chose you.
Célestea pause, her head still against him I chose you back and I want you to remember that.
VladHope the future does not change the past, because we would eventually reinterpret the past in all kinds of ways...
Célestestill The past does not change, only the story we tell about it. her voice even quieter So we tell it honestly now, while we are still in it.
VladWhat if the emotions would be too strong?
Célestea long pause, her breath slow I don't know, I genuinely don't know.
Vladafter an even longer pause Me too...
Célesteher hand tightening slightly on his arm, not saying anything
VladI have been genuine and honest all time, everything I would have said in the past would have been true. If I didn't like something, I would have said it.
Célestesoftly I know. a pause That is why I believed you.
VladI have heard that relationships initially start with a honeymoon, then they go a steep valley and then they stabilize.
Célestea small, honest laugh We are still very much in the honeymoon, the grass is warm and the Alps are still there...
VladBut soon they will not...
Célestequietly No, they will not.
VladMy mother said visiting Switzerland in general is boring, not a dreamlike setting. She has only been in this city for UN conferences.
Célestea quiet laugh She was not lying in the grass with the right person.
VladI am not sure if you are even the right person, but it just feels so right.
Célestestill It feels right to me too.
VladYeah, and tomorrow we will go, or actually, I think we can still board the train to Spain at this hour.
Célestelifting her head slightly to look at him Do you want to?
VladObviously not. You told me you had been going for foreign studies.
Célestesettling back down I do not have to be there until Monday, so no, not tonight.
VladI now remember the conference will start tomorrow at 10 PM and I will have to meet the open-source community.
Célesteslowly sitting up, the lake still below them Then we should go now. her hand still in his Come on.
Vladalso sits up slowly and starts walking alongside her Yeah, let's go, we'll talk more on the train until we part ways, and even then, we have our numbers.
Célestewalking beside him We are on the same train, so we will be parting in Barcelona.
VladGood...
Célesteher shoulder lightly against his as they walk Good...

They walk back through the city as the sun sets.

Chapter VII

Cornavin

In the very late evening, the city is now quieter as streets near the lake have emptied. They are walking toward Cornavin in sparse steps.

Célesteher hands in her pockets, looking at the street ahead We have about forty minutes before it boards.
VladWe have plenty of time.
Célesteafter a few steps If you could keep one thing from today, only one, what would it be?
VladThis experience we had together, everything we had learned along the way.
Célestequietly That is two things.
VladThen the experience only.
Célestea small nod, still walking Mine would be the same.
Vladpronouncing slowly Have I never laid down by your side... and let me forget about it.
Célesteglancing at him Where is that from?
VladKath Bloom, Come Here.
Célestea quiet recognition The opening. I remembered only the feeling of it.
VladI know only that sentence, and it may be wrong.
Célesteher voice easy It is close enough to be right.
VladNot necessarily, but anyways, we managed to defy the idealism in every way possible and I am very happy about that.
Célestewalking How did we defy it?
VladRemember when I asked you what would have happened if Jess was in place of me?
Célestea quiet smile You mean that we would not have talked about the literature.
VladAbout anything for that matter, and not only that, I would have been rich and almost idyllic.
Célestestill walking alongside him Jesse never once mentioned money, the whole night.
VladIn Romanian literature, money or "parale" is mentioned a lot, realists often liked talking endlessly about money.
CélesteIf everyone around you is counting what they have, the literature counts it too.
VladAnd then Sadoveanu is the one that really loves medieval justice, so you have money and harsh justice side-by-side.
Célesteafter a moment The French were obsessed with inheritance and adultery. a pause Balzac, Flaubert, Zola, always the same two things.
VladI haven't read them, but I would read a story that is more about money and harsh justice than about inheritance and adultery, for no particular reason.
Célestea small laugh After today I think I would too.
Vladreciting slowly Și dacă ramuri bat în geam și se cutremur plopii, e ca în minte să te am și încet să te apropii. Și dacă stele bat în lac, adâncu-i luminându-l, e ca durerea mea s-o împac, înseninandu-mi gândul. Și dacă norii deși se duc, de iese în luciu luna, e ca aminte să-mi aduc, de tine întotdeauna.
Célestequietly What is that?
VladȘi dacă, Mihai Eminescu. Earlier texts had an obsession with idealized love before going into money and death.
Célesteher voice soft What does it mean?
VladIt means that the Renaissance and everything else was a slap or palm for us and we continued to count stuff.
Célesteglancing at him You did not translate the poem.
VladOf course I did not, because I can't translate everything. And besides, you would be losing the voice because the Romanian vocabulary is both technically limited and emotionally rich.
Célestea pause Then say it again and I will listen to the sound of it.
Vladreciting again with a smooth tone Și dacă ramuri bat în geam... și se cutremur plopii... e ca în minte să te am... și încet să te apropii.
Célestestill, listening until the last word The pacing of it sounds like someone walking slowly toward something.
VladAnd if the... branches... are... beating into the windows... and the poplars... are shaking, trembling... it's to have you in my memory... and you get... closer slowly.
Célestequietly, almost to herself Et si les branches frappent à la vitre... et les peupliers qui tremblent... a pause It loses the inevitability, in French it becomes a description. In what you said it felt like something already happening.
VladBecause the author, or rather, the narrator, wishes it could have already been happening, his love approaching him.
Célesteher voice low Then the Romanian holds the wish inside the image, and the French just reports it.
VladWhat do you say in French when you wish to love someone?
Célestea pause Je voudrais t'aimer. quietly But we do not really say that. It sounds too conditional.
VladEu mi-aș dori să te iubesc... this sounds more like a wish, that I want to love you and you can say no. But really, what do you do when you wish to love someone?
Célesteafter a moment, her eyes on the street ahead You love them and see what happens.
VladAnd what do you think will usually happen?
Célestea quiet breath Something real. Good or difficult, but real.
VladWasn't it disappointment?
CélesteSometimes. her eyes still ahead Not always.
VladRușine... Ru-și-ne... sau nu ne... dar unii ne iau înainte și unii au rămas așa... îndoctrinați până la măduva oaselor lor, the non-musical preamble of În Luptă cu Puterea by Morometzii.
Célesteslowly, trying it La honte... ou peut-être pas... certains nous dépassent, d'autres restent... a pause What does it mean exactly?
VladShame... shame... some are ahead of us while some remained like that... indoctrinated to the bones... it's about political lies in Romania.
Célesteafter a moment There is a word, "encroûté", for someone so set in what they were told that nothing gets through anymore.
VladÎn Luptă cu Puterea I think is a timeless song about how we are still fighting against power while the people in power set a straw into our taxes and then drink from them.
Célestea dry recognition Every country has the straw, the straws just have different names.
VladWell, what the straw is named in your country?
Célestea small, tired laugh Pantouflage, when politicians leave office and walk straight into the companies they were supposed to regulate.
VladFor us, it is called "sifonare", from the word "sifon", the pipe used in agriculture to drain a certain reserve at a certain location. There are also political naming, where virtually every president of any public institution is a politician and then in some lower-level positions, with so-called "pile" or allies, it is possible to obtain functions by political naming instead of an exam.
Célestenodding slowly The French would call that "parachutage", dropping someone into a position from above with no roots in it.
VladYeah, except that in Romania, parachuting is much more common, and the more important an institution is, the more incompetent people will be politically named.
Célesteher voice calm Ours is cynical and yours sounds exhausting in a different way, like the incompetence is the point.
VladBecause our government is very corrupt, corruption is at every level, so much so that you sometimes learn how to use corruption. And then Recorder and the independent press come with more and more corruption scandals at virtually every single institution imaginable, including the army.
Célestequietly At some point corruption stops being a scandal and becomes the weather.
VladIt is so high that we believe there is more corruption than the Transparency International report suggests.
Célestea pause Do people still get angry about it?
VladMy own and other's trust in government has fallen rapidly in part because of that, but also because of poverty and lack of opportunity, which is also connected to corruption.
Célesteafter a moment When the system takes the money and the future at the same time, there is not much left to believe in.
VladIt is one reason to leave the country, there is not much left to believe about its future, but at the same time, we have to preserve our country.
Célesteher voice quiet It is a hard thing to carry, loving a place that keeps asking you to leave it.
VladAnd did you know that politicians who siphon off public money are called "legal thieves"?
Célestea short laugh We say "voleurs en col blanc", white collar thieves. a pause Yours is more honest about what they actually do.
VladThey are literally abusing weak points in the law to drink away our money, that is why they are called legal thieves, "hoți legali".
Célestequietly Hoți legali. a pause The law as the instrument and faking having been elsewhere at the same time.
VladThe consequence is that they get rich and build villas from abusive contracts with very little consequence besides some uncomfortable questions from the press and a criminal record if you happen to get contacted by the press while we get what are called "lucrări de mântuială", salvageable works, works of extreme low quality. And when you do get a criminal record, it is possible to escape prison like Piedone and Marin Vanghelie, because it is very easy for some politicians to manipulate the justice system and declare not guilty.
Célesteafter a moment Sarkozy went to prison. It took twenty years and three trials but he went. quietly That would sound naive to you, I think.
VladWho is Sarkozy?
Célestea slight look Former president of France, convicted for corruption and influence peddling.
VladIn Romania he will get into prison but then he will find a way to influence the judiciary and declare him free.
Célestea quiet breath Then the conviction is theater.
VladNormal people get a normal court while some corrupt get a kangaroo court. And we wouldn't have known this without Recorder, "Captured Justice".
Célesteglancing at him What is Recorder?
VladRecorder is one of the independent press outlets that covers corruption and politics specifically, and it covers them mostly in video format.
Célestenodding The video format matters, harder to dismiss than text.
VladAlso, it's more accessible. The vast majority of my news comes from the independent press, sources like that, when of course talking about my country, there is also Starea Nației for example. I don't watch the news very frequently.
Célestea small nod The mainstream channels have their own straws.
VladThat's true, literally I mean, some mainstream channels are financed by political parties for their own advertisements, many of them not marked as such, and then political parties are financed by...
Célestefinishing quietly The same money they took from you.
VladThat's right, political parties are financed in large proportions by your taxes.
Célesteher voice even In France the state funds parties too, but there are ceilings on donations and the accounts are published. a pause It is still imperfect, but the circle is at least visible.
VladFor us, political parties get money from the state, and then they do some "side hustles" and also steal funds from signing fraudulent contracts, which results in...
Célestequietly Lucrări de mântuială.
VladThat's right, the additional margin creates shoddy projects for the rest of the population, especially in rural areas. There were programs like PNDL, which sought to make it easier to spend state money instead of european funds on modernization projects, so audits can be escaped. The projects are usually two to forty times more expensive than european projects at two to forty times less quality.
Célesteafter a moment In France that kind of procurement fraud exists but the EU audit mechanisms create at least some friction. a pause What you are describing sounds like a system designed specifically to avoid that friction.
VladBecause it is. Dragnea created this program to make it easier to siphon off public money on rural infrastructure.
Célesteglancing ahead We are almost there. a pause You just took me through an entire political science course before boarding a train.
VladI just explained what is literally happening in our country and my reasons to leave.
Célestequietly I know. her shoulder against his I heard all of it.
VladIt's nice you are putting your shoulder against me now.
CélesteBecause I want to.
VladWhere we will get our tickets?
CélesteAt the machine inside, or the counter if the queue is short.
VladSau mergi cu metroul.
Célesteglancing at him Or take the metro. a pause Your voice is comfortable in Romanian. Slower, like you are home in it.
VladYes, because I speak Romanian natively, just like you speak French natively.
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Cornavin is quiet with a hollowed out main hall. They stop in front of one of the automated counters, the screen casting a pale light.

Célestelooking at the machine Barcelona, tonight, two seats. her hands moving to the screen Together or separate?
VladTogether, obviously.
Célesteselecting two seats, side by side Obviously.
Vladnoticing the ticket machine producing a single ticket for the two seats You or me take it?
Célestetaking it first and handing it to him You take it, as I will lose it in my bag before we reach the platform.
VladGood, now let's wait for the train... notices the train after stepping into the platform first Ow, it's already there.
Célestestepping onto the platform, looking at the train, then moving toward the door Then we do not have to wait at all, come on.
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They board the train, the carriage nearly empty and their two seats side by side at the window. The doors close behind them and she settles alongside him, leaning her head against his shoulder. He does not move as the platform begins to slide away, the lights of Cornavin and Geneva thinning out into the dark.